Biggest Disease Amongst Us

“The biggest disease today is not leprosy or tuberculosis but rather the feeling of being unwanted, uncared for and deserted by everybody” Mother Teresa.

We are not God, We are not supermen, We are not ET, We are not Alien, We are not ghost, but, WE ARE HUMAN. Human, a creature who will always think they are the smartest on Earth, but surprisingly, it is the other way round. We destroyed and pained  our Mother Earth, and we created one or two event like Earth Hour and Earth Day to cure the Earth. How sarcastic.

But there's one thing for sure, human is a creature will always seek love. When we love until it hurts, there's no more hatred, but only more love in your heart. A heart for love is the most important thing on Earth now. Jesus said, '' This is my command, love one another, and you are already loving me.'' Love, always wins and it's the answer for life.

If you are a prefect in school and you saw your best friend doing some ridiculous thing in front of you, what action will you take? I have no answer in my mind, nor in my heart. No one is born with hatred, everyone is born with love. When they came to this world, human misunderstood the meaning of love and then they hold grudges beneath their heart.

My dearest God, please shine to guide my best friend, please show him the right journey, please teach him the meaning of true love, please lead him to success, please sing his rhapsody together with him, please walk beside him, and God, please tell him, he will never walk alone, because I'll never renounce on him , and, I'll always be there for him.

My friend, you need to cure the biggest disease, together with your loved ones. And, let our lives ROCK ON!

Sodagreen 蘇打綠_無與倫比的美麗 MV 大首播

蘇打綠sodagreen-是我的海MV 官方完整版

F**king Perfect (Perfect) - P!nk [LYRICS]

Pretty Pretty Please
Don't you ever ever feel
Like you're nothing
Your f*cking perfect to me
You're perfect
You're PERFECT xD

Robbie Williams - Feel

I just wanna feel real love
Feel the home that I live in
'Coz I got too much life
Running through my veins
Going to waste

Robbie Williams - She's The One

Though the sea will be strong
I know we'll carry on
'Cos if there's somebody calling me on
She's the one
If there's somebody calling me on
She's the one

- Debate -

It's all over. All over. Debate. Time. Effort. Sweat. Laughter. And POI. It's all over.

I've made 4 silly mistakes. Mistakes which cannot be forgiven. By myself. To tell you the truth, my best partner, Jared, he actually reminded me many times about those simple things

1st Silly Mistake : I am the one who always talk about the power of secret. And convinced everyone to believe in it. But at the last minute, I've lost the belief of power in the secret. I tried so hard to overcome it but the result is solid now. I am a fool.

2nd Silly Mistake : I am the one who always encourage other that '' Yes, we always can. '' But when I was on the stage just now. I didn't know what had happened to me. I was actually presenting my speech without realizing that I was walking around on the stage. Why? It's because I've lost my confidence, which Jared always reminded me to stay confident and stay cool. I am a fool.

3rd Silly Mistake : My tongue. My pronouncing skill still has a long way to go. I trained so hard before the debate. But on the stage just now, even I myself couldn't understand what the words came out from my mouth. Develop. Implementing. Firmly. I am a fool.

4th Silly Mistake : Not fully prepared. Reading script from the palm card. Shoot me! And a poor command of English. Couldn't analyze their points and got myself as a mess just now. I am a fool.

Jared, Marilyn, Elsa, Clinton, all of you are such amazing person whom I have ever worked with. But I apologize for my screwing just now. I am not able to convince the other adjudicators. I'm very sorry. We could have been at the final, but it's all over now. Sorry and thank you all for everything.

WE ARE NOTHING by Namewee/KarenKong 四大皆空 黃明志/龔柯允

- Lifepicture -

We worship God, we  live, we care , we love, we believe, we thank, we appreciate, we smile, we joke, we laugh, we help, we dream, we play, we work, we inspire, we enlighten, we hope, we sing, we dance, we cherish, we listen, we look, we taste, we eat, we drink, we enjoy, we wish, for it is LIFE.

Live - Love - Life

Today's world, we have advanced technology, tall buildings, there's a price on everything. I found out that this world has no secrets amongst us. Wikileaks, facebook and many more. Hahahaha... I have no idea whether it's a benefit or a harm. Well man, you tell me. xDDD



I was thinking real hard about what is the cause of materialistic society, while I was having dinner with my mum at the restaurant. I even went to ask my Form 2 & 3 English Language teacher, my forever madam. She answered me, it's the ego of men. The ego identification with materials create attachment to things, obsession with materials. In our self worth is not define with the materials we possess. They are more to show off to increase their sense of worth.

Yes, it's the ego of men. I could imagine all the people in this world living for today. And then I went to ask my mum, is money really that important? Why is this tool, money could control everyone in the world?

She answered, '' Money is important, but there's a lot of more important thing other than money. '' And then she told me her real life story, which make some liquid kept falling from my eyes, oh yeah, they call it tears. I have no cried since years. '' When your father is still healthy, I used to tell him that I have earned nothing after married him. Every possession like car, house and bank account were under his name. And then, your father laughed at me, he said 'You have me and our sons'. Until that day, he passed away, the house, car and bank account become mine, but I have lost him, forever. He did not leave a single debt after he gone. ''

And then, my tears kept dropping on the plate. Everyone was wondering why is this young man crying. Hahaha. So embarrassing. Finally, I understand, in this materialistic society, love does exist. We do have a home. Money is just a tool but love is a light in our life. As a saying goes by Mother Theresa, '' We cannot do great thing in life, but we can do many little thing with little deeds of love and kindness. ''

No matter what, I will become a good man, as I promised him. Love is the answer of life because love, always wins. Therefore my friends,  cherish your time with your loved ones, no matter who they are, love them, trust them and care about hem. Love the Life you Live everyday.

I Care About You

My dearest friend, you will never walk alone. In this world, our hearts are connected no matter where we are. Next time if you feel like crying and having that kind of lonely feeling. Slap your face and remember there's always someone to be there for you xDDDD

- Task To Be Done -

1. Inter-school English language debate competition
2. Inter-school English language drama competition
3. Inter-school English language coral speaking competition
4. Sungai Maong Idol
5. Librarian Visiting
6. 5 Model Essays
7. Morale Community Service Essay
8. Corrections
9. Biology Exercises
10. Chemistry Exercises

Awwwwww........ I wanna survive......... I wanna win.......... I wanna succeed............ Lalalalalalalala............
Yeah............ Let me finish them first........... Yeah................ See ya sooooooooooooon....................

- The End Of The World -

The end of the world, sounds very horrid and finishing, it's like all your working, all your playing, all your joking, all your actions, all your emotions, all your friends, all your families, all your acquaintance, all your dreams, all your everything are going to be devastated due to this 5 words ''THE END OF THE WORLD''.

Last Friday, a life-taking earthquake happened in Japan, and soon it came with the 10 feets tsunami. Nevertheless, the earthquakes happened endlessly, it's like more than 200 times. And that caused the nuclear energy to explode and it leaked to the ocean. With that, Russia and China were so worried because of the leaking and thought of various of plans to overcome it. Of course, the disaster murdered MANY peoples within a short time.

Some peoples feel that this kind of disaster become usual. They have used to it because in today's world, impossible becomes possible, immortal becomes mortal, imperfect becomes perfect. And even some people stated that this world has a big population of human beings, 70 billions. It has to be that way to reduce the number of the population. They've got the wrong idea. A very wrong one. Why is this kind of idea existing? In today's world, people couldn't get what they want to know, but they could only get what others want them to know.

Oh my dear God, where we are now? Who we are now? Where is the love now? Where is the caring now? Where is the kind word now? Where is the dream now? I am desperate to know the answers.

If that day has to come, the end of the world has to come, I think everyone's doubts will be lighted in the sky, holding each other hands. Before that day comes, let's move on and make everyday your best day. Do not bring any grudges or regrets on the journey. Bring what you should bring, until the destined day comes. Let's ROCK ON!!!!!!!!!!

The ROOTLESS - One day

雨上がりの空を仰ぐ度	Ame-agari no sora wo aogu tabi	Every time I look at the sky after the rain
泣き虫だった頃の僕を思う	Naki mushi datta koro no boku wo omou	I think of the crybaby I used to be
誰かの背中をがむしゃらに追いかけた	Dareka no senaka wo gamushara ni oikaketa	I was blindly chasing after someone's back
「強くなりたい」って	"Tsuyokunaritai" tte	Saying "I want to be stronger"
今は風に消えた「ありがとう」	Ima wa kaze ni kieta "arigatou"	Now faded into the wind is "thank you"
僕は強くなれているのかな？	Boku wa tsuyokunarete iru no kana?	Am I getting stronger?
答えはまだ出そうにないからさ	Kotae wa mada desou ni nai kara sa	Since I haven't got an answer to that
やっぱりまだ歩いていくよ	Yappari mada aruite iku yo	I'll keep walking forward

さぁ行こう	Saa yukou	So let's go
立ち止まることなく	Tachidomaru koto naku	Will never stop
流れる時に負けないように	Nagareru toki ni makenai you ni	Won't lose against the flow of time
何度も立ち向かい続けよう	Nando mo tachi mukai tsuzukeyou	I'll keep getting back up
大切なもの失いたくないから	Taisetsu na mono ushinaitaku nai kara	Because I don't want to lose something precious

夕暮れに舞う鳥の様に	Yuugure ni mau tori no you ni	Like a bird flying in the sky
見えない明日を探してる	Mienai asu wo sagashiteru	I'm searching for a tomorrow I can't see
躓きながら　怖くても	Tsumazuki nagara kowakutemo	Even if I'm scared while stumbling
足元に目は落とさないよ	Ashimoto ni me wa otosanaiyo	My eyes won't drop at my feet

諦める言葉は	Akirameru kotoba wa	Words give up
転がってるけど	Korogatteru kedo	I'm lying
諦めないゴールは一つだけ	Akiramenai gooru wa hitotsu dake	Give up only one goal
喜び悲しみ乗り越えては	Yorokobi kanashimi nori koeta wa	To overcome sadness with joy
少しずつ歩いてくよ	Sukoshi zutsu aruiteikuru	I walk a little bit please

果てしない空に	Hateshinai sora ni	The endless skies
手をかざそう	Te wo kazasou	Shade it with hand
たった一つの未来を信じながら	Tatta hitotsu no mirai wo shinjinagara	I believe in the future
戻らない　時は移ろうけど	Modoranai toki wa utsurou kedo	And I'm scared that to tread back
大切なもの失いたくないから	Taisetsu na mono ushinaitaku nai kara	Because I don't want to lose something precious

僕の中に流れる声は	Boku no naka ni nagareru koe wa	The voice flowing inside of me
ずっとずっと僕を支えてる	Zutto zutto boku wo sasaeteru	Always always supports me
イタズラな雨が邪魔するけど	Itazura na ame ga jama suru kedo	Teasing rain will get in my way
逃げ出さないから　Oh	Nigedasanai kara Oh	Because I won't run away Oh

さぁ行こう	Saa yukou	So let's go
立ち止まることなく	Tachidomaru koto naku	Will never stop
流れる時に負けないように	Nagareru toki ni makenai you ni	Won't lose against the flow of time
何度も立ち向かい続けよう	Nando mo tachi mukai tsuzukeyou	I'll keep getting back up
大切なもの失いたくないから	Taisetsu na mono ushinaitaku nai kara	Because I don't want to lose something precious
信じたその先へと...	Shinjita sono saki e to...	I believe in that future...

The King's Speech OST - The King's Speech

The King's Speech OST - My Kingdom, My Rules

Looking for an answer? Me too.

Goooooooooood evening my loved ones. Dick is back. Sorry I was terribly stuck in the deep blue sea of EXAMS!!!! Alright I admitted I was survived. Come on, ways to go, Dick. I loved it, supposed to, had to, forced to and they've become a loved to xDDDD

In my life, since i was born until nowhere, I have made many many many many many friendssssssssssss. Creepy, kind, selfish, genius, helpful, buddy buddy and lotsssssss. It does not has a number, isn't it? And yesterday, when I was asked to answer a question by Miss Maria, '' what is your greatest success since you were born?''. And I told her proudly, with my nose held high in front of many classmates: '' I have made loads of friends. And I love all of them with loads of loves.'' They thought it was a very funny joke but not to me indeed.

Seriously, I am the one who cherishes every bond more than anything, not money, not fame, but merely bonds. I believe this is the only thing that I have inherited from my late father. And it just couldn't easily take off easily out of my personalities.

But unfortunately, I made a few mistakes on this matter. And I have no idea how to make amends. Firstly, my brother, Eric. I felt sorry about I couldn't do a thing to inspire him. I've been trying so many thing to put him on the right pathway. But too bad, he didn't get good results on PMR. And, he felt sorry about that as well and tried to escape from us.

Next is my friend, squash queen, Mi. I really don't understand why she enjoys saying words to hurt my feeling. I might not look so but inside me was a mess. I thought many times, I never hurt her, I never say bad things about her, I never give a damn about her, but she just hates me so much. I really afraid of the hatred from other people, especially my friends, I really did.

Now I realise, I am not good enough. I am not aiming for perfection, but just want to be acknowledged. Well, do not lose it. I keep telling myself  ''DO NOT LOSE IT!!!!'' If i give up here, where is my future? There's no power greater than the will of living. Live! Live! Live! Love! Love! Love! This is LIFE! Do not lose it. And my dear God, please give me some guidance form above thus I will begin my tomorrow with that usual kiddo smiling face xDDDDD

I hope you will find your answers soon, just like me. Seeeeeeeeeeeee ya my dearsssssssssssssssssss  and ROCK ONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN xDDD