If I Rise | 127 Hours (Soundtrack)

I found out that this song is truly truly touching. Touched my soul. Touched my spirit. And, touched my body. Hehe. Click the 'play' button and you will know what do I mean here. Go, my friends.

David Soul - Don't Give Up On Us

Introducing the old-school English song Don't Give Up On Us by David Soul. Hit it if you are feeling down, or you can introduce it to your upset friends. HAHA. Rock On!!

Let Me Fall

All the preparation, all the sweat, all the joy, all the unhappiness, all the struggle, all the laughter, all the confidence, all the spirit, all the soul, all the tears, have disappeared together with the wind.

I still couldn't believe it that we would fail on just merely 1 mark, to St.Joseph. How should I get over it? I do not dare to face my friends, I do not dare to face my teachers, I do not dare to face my school, yes, I've skipped my school for today, ran away from all the problems.

I'm not strong, I'm weak.

I'm not the best, I'm the worst.

I always acted as I am the most confident person, but inside, shivering.

I always gave my teammates encouragement, but why I fail it on myself?

I should have changed the stand, or I should have done it better for that additional 1 marks.

Sorry, my friends. I have put you down. Because of me, we've kept losing, for 2 years.

I hold my tears after hearing the result, bit my fingers, just to hold my tears, it's a reality, we've lost. Mum was asking my situation after I got home. I changed my suits, got my bike, and went out. With no feeling, with no direction, don't know where should I go.

When I caught my conciousness, I was already at BDC, almost 8 at night. I walked into my church, lesson going on, I sat at the back of the class, listening whatever that is said by the teacher. Then I started to tear up. non-stop.

Thanks to the teacher, Madam Lim, I released all my ash from inside. She told us a story. The story goes like this, there's a rich young man who have a very very big house. His house consists of 8 rooms. At the first night, someone knocked on his door. He opened the door and it was Jesus. Jesus asked him if He can stay at his house for a few days. The rich man agreed. Then Jesus asked the young man that which room can He uses. The young man said, '' whichever, I have eight rooms in my house, you pick one of them. '' At the second night, someone knocked on the door again, young man opened the door and saw Demon. Demon got into his house and they fought for the whole night. After the long fight, he was able to get the Demon out of the house. The following night, knocking on the door again, young man is smarter this time, but the cunning Demon still got into the house. They had a long fight until morning. The Demon lost again but the young man was truly exhausted. Jesus walked down the staircase, the young man asked Jesus why Jesus didn't give him a hand. Jesus said, '' you're the master of the house. I took only one room and you took the other 7 room. If you let me be the master, I will help you.'' Young man agreed, gasping for air. Night fallen, knocking on the door again, young man opened the door and saw the Demon. At the same time he also heard that someone is walking down from the first floor - Jesus. Demon walked away, because Demon is afraid of Him.

After I heard the story, I stopped the tears, closed my eyes, and prayed. When I got home again, it was already 10 pm. Once I saw my mum, I hugged her and apologized many times to her, I'd made her worried so much.

In life, we also hold too much burden on our own shoulder, never want our Lord, Jesus Christ to assist us. I'm sorry, Lord, the cross that you have given me is different from anyone else. And, I have never treasured and valued it. I will keep on carrying it. When I shall need Your help, I will call for Your help. When I shall pray for Your support and love, I will pray for it. When I shall make any decision, please, Lord, guide me. When I shall help the others, give me no doubt and hesitation to help them.

Please don't give up on me, I still worth one more try. From now on, I'm at peace. I'm at love.

No matter lose or win, fall or rise, good or bad, sad or happy, right or wrong, sun or moon, I'm still Dickson.

Because of I'm Dickson, I'm strong.

Because of I'm Dickson, I'm still, over-confident.

Because of I'm Dickson, I do my best.

Because of I'm Dickson, I create laughter, I create joy.

Because of I'm Dickson, I rise.

Because of I'm Dickson, I write my own story.

Thank you, Madam Lim, Mum, Brother, Jared, Michael, Clinton, Lily, Pliny, Elsa, Eugenius, David, Kennard, Kai Yuin, Ryan, my teachers, my friend, my school, because of you all, I am still Dickson.

This chapter ends, and the ending took too much of my time, it made me forgotten what I always told the others, '' Life has no SUCCESS or FAILURE, because both of them are just merely a process of LEARNING '' , it made me forgotten what did I learn from One Piece and Naruto, sorry , I shall begin the other chapter of my life for now. 3, 2, 1.... I'm super READYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY, are you ready?

PS, there were also other thing to help me up, food, movie and music and absolutely not homework haha. Thanks to Josh Groban, Johnny Depp and David Soul.


 Josh Groban has a voice that can cure the damages on my soul.




As expected as my favourite star, PEOPLE, YOU GOT TO WATCH IT!!



Though it's a old song, but it still can make a cure in me. Nice song.

See ya soon, people. I'm gonna watch another movie!! Keep on SMILING.